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Bitch [15 Jun 2005|10:59pm]

caspia
[ mood | FUCKING PISSED ]

You know who you are and you know what you did

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lyrical prose... the feelings expressed are the same as others [15 Feb 2005|04:48pm]

cutthecord_
[ mood | idiot men. ]

The glove compartment isn't accurately named
And everybody knows it.
So i'm proposing a swift orderly change.


Cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm
And all i find are souvenirs from better times
Before the gleam of your taillights fading east
To find yourself a better life.

I was searching for some legal document
As the rain beat down on the hood
When i stumbled upon pictures i tried to forget
And that's how this idea was drilled into my head


Cause it's too important
To stay the way it's been


There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night


There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night (up all night)
When i'm lying awake at night.





yeah you know who its to... that douche bag ... what a douche ... but I still want him ..damn im am idiot.

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[27 Dec 2004|01:23pm]

______________e
[ mood | contemplative ]

Can you believe all the things she was saying? Like seriously, why can't she just get her own fucking friends or better yet burn in hell. I'm so sick of all that shit that she's been giving me lately, the dirty looks, the way she says hi to me she isn't fooling anyone. GAH.

Did anyone see what she was wearing? GAP JEANS hahahahroflollmao.

OMG!!!!!!!!!! I am listening to the best band EVER, they are like rock, but with screaming, and it has some electronic stuff in it, it's so original and none of you guys have ever heard of them, the lyrics just mean so much to me and junk. I joined their street/web/block/cd/vinyl/cassette/love team and they sent me this banner, in the email they said it meant a lot to them, and that they need everyone in the world to post up this banner so that they can get that spot on TRL with My Chemical Romance. So here it is!!!!!!11!!



Ps. Here is the Music I'm listening to, it really makes you think.

This is the Music a Heart Makes When it Enters the Oblivion that is a Boundless Corrupt Galaxies - "Make Love With This Gun I made in My Forge Kit That My Mom Gave Me"

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Every day is the worst day of my life. [25 Nov 2004|10:41pm]

skinnyishot
[ mood | pissed off ]

So everybody's been posting about what they're thankful for.

That's bullshit! All of you RICH people can suck my cock! You have to fucking post about how perfect your life is!

I'm not thankful for ANYTHING. Today since it's Thanksgiving, I figured my parents woudl buy me some shit. So I asked my dad for some spinning rims for my Escalade- And he said I'd have to wait till fucking CHRISTMAS!! What the fuck is that?! They're not even THAT expensive. What a dick.

Then my mom said I had to help her wash the dishes after we ate. What bullshit! I didn't fucking cook the meal, why the hell should I have to clean it up.

AND on top of all this, no fucking stores are open!! I was all pissed and all I wanted to do was buy some shit at Abercrombie ... BUT THEY WERE FUCKING CLOSED! Those assholes.

FUCK THE PILGRIMS ... FUCK EVERYBODY. THANKSGIVING SUCKS AND I HATE YOU ALL. SO STOP FUCKING POSTING ABOUT HOW GOOD YOUR LIFE IS- MAYBE YOU SHOULD STOP AND THINK ABOUT DEPRESSED PEOPLE LIKE ME BEFORE YOU FUCKING GO AND FLAUNT EVERYTHING!!!!!!!

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wait.. what.. [04 Nov 2004|10:14am]

livejamie
what happened here?
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FUN WITH PHOTOSHOP!! [12 Aug 2004|10:27pm]

__meangrrl_
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HEY LISTEN UP! [11 Aug 2004|02:46pm]

skinnyishot
[ mood | CUTE ]

Okay guys! New layout! I promise this is the last time LOL.

I'm SO good at html, I rawk.

I like this one, so I'll probably keep it longer than like 2 days!

Everybody look at my new layout because I worked so hard on it!

skinnyishot

LAYOUT LAYOUT LAYOUT!!!!

I'm cute.

Seriously look at it thought! IT'S THE CUTEST THING EVER!

Why are you still reading this?! LOOK AT IT!

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usernames [05 Aug 2004|01:21pm]

livejamie
[ mood | okay ]

one time my friend jeff outz asked for advice on choosing a new livejournal moniker.

i gave him this advice:

--

i recommend treat_the_mic

just remember, if you're hardcore, you have X's in front and preferably in the back of your name

the more X's, the more hardcore

xtreatthemicx - "i try to be hardcore"
xxtreatthemicxx - "RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"

if you're artistic or 'deep', just add underscores preferably at the front. remember; the more, the better!
i.e. ____treatthemic
- "today i awake and find my soul is yet again hollow, here are interesting pictures of doors and shadows"

if you're stupid. just add random numbers
i.e. treatthemic366
- "so like today mr. smith was all POP QUIZ time and i was tooootaly unprepared"

if everybody should listen to you, add live to the front of your name
i.e. livejeff
- "[insert anything here]"

i hope this helps,
have a nice day.

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[04 Aug 2004|01:33pm]

jbizzat
[ mood | pissed off ]

this is to you, you asshole.
never again.

This is not a love song
Bye bye baby

Bye bye baby bye bye
It's your turn to cry
That's why we have to say goodbye
So say goodbye


You had your chances
All your romances
And now I just don't want you
I know I love you because I hate you
And now I'd rather haunt you



You're so beautiful
What makes you feel exciting?
What wakes you up inside?
Does it make you feel good to see me cry?
I think it does
That's why it's time to say bye bye

I don't wanna keep the bright flame
Of your ego going
So I'll just stop blowin' in the wind
To love you is a sin

[Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<font size"4">') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.]

this is to you, you asshole.
never again.

<b>This is not a love song</b>
Bye bye baby

Bye bye baby bye bye
<font size="4">It's your turn to cry</font>
That's why we have to say goodbye
So say goodbye


<b><i>You had your chances
All your romances
And now I just don't want you
I know I love you because I hate you
And now I'd rather haunt you</b></i>


You're so beautiful
What makes you feel exciting?
What wakes you up inside?
<i><b>Does it make you feel good to see me cry?</b></i>
I think it does
That's why it's time to say bye bye

I don't wanna keep the bright flame
Of your ego going
So I'll just stop blowin' in the wind
<b><i>To love you is a sin</i>
<font size"4">Adios</font></b>

Uh, this is not a love song
<b>I'd like to hurt you</b>

<b>The first time and the last time
You can forget about it baby
Forget the rules, forget the fools
Forget your fears, forget my tears
You can forget about it baby
<font size="6">'Cause it's the first time and the last time
You'll ever see me cry
<u>You f*cked it up</u></font></b>
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FUCK THE POLICE [02 Aug 2004|01:52am]

skinnyishot
I got so fuckin wasted last night it was fuckin awesome like me and ricky and steve and jeff did a beer run at target and we almost got cought cuz the security dudes saw us running out so we had to outrun them. but then we finaly got to rickys truck and he fuckin peeled out right in front of them.........haahaha

we got out to the dessert and started drinkin and like i had about 17 beers in like a half an hour and i was so wasted....jeff was being a total FAG and i wanted to beat his ass all night then the cops came and they gave me a breathalizer but i told the cop that i'd give him the rest of our beers if he let me go and he totally did it i swear to god. so now i dont have to go to that querr ass juge again.

anyways we left adn this kid chase had weed at his house so we went over there and got so fuckin stoned it was sweet then chases sister was there and i finaly got her alone in her room and she fucking gave me a bj rght there... haha what a pussy, i just left after that and she was crying for some shitass reason that dumb whore

these one gay mexican querrs were walking by outside and they were like talking shit and stuff so i was like what and the fucking faggots ran away and shit. ii was way too fucked up to ran after them so when i see them again im gunna fuckin beat there asses......

hahaha.,.,...i'm so good at paint, i drew this picture of me killing all my friends.... its so sweet, i printed it out and its on my wall now, my mom was pissed about it but i told her to fuck off, stupid ho

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peace out bitches
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you guys. [01 Aug 2004|08:53pm]

thegthang
[ mood | cynical ]

i deleted my livejournal.












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<3

again.







i know. i'm sorry, but i'm sick of not being able to complain when people don't know what my username is to comment on my journal(s).

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i deleted most of you, since i fucking hate many of you,


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but if you'd like to be readded, just comment!



<3
<3
<3
<3
<3
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new journal:





massivetool

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[01 Aug 2004|07:48pm]

xgoodusernamex
Ok..so it’s been an eternity since my last post and soooooo much has changed!!
I missed all of you guys…

Here’s what’s new…

I am exhausted. I am miserable. I can pretend to be content so well. It’s almost disgraceful.
I wish I could be on my own…not that I can’t live without anybody else…it’s just that I don’t want to be with anybody right now. Especially when I close my eyes and I can still feel you next to me. Everything is so frail.
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[01 Aug 2004|07:48pm]

xgoodusernamex
I am tired. I am sad. I can fake being happy so well.
It's almost pathetic.
I need to learn how to be on my own.
Not that I am co-dependent. I just don't want anybody right now. It hurts too much, especially when I close my eyes and I can still feel your kisses. Hear the desperation in your breathing. Everything is so weak.


I can’t live like this anymore…goodbye everyone.

I’m done with lj forever….again.
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[01 Aug 2004|07:47pm]

xgoodusernamex
I’m so tired of all this drama!! I’m leaving lj FOREVER!!! I just need to move on and experience life without hearing all of you guys fighting and cryinggggg and all this other bullshit…






Fuck it









im done
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alone in darkness [01 Aug 2004|02:44pm]

livejamie
[ mood | predatory ]



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the night falls in a heavy, suffocating cloak, cold and alone are we.
the salvation for which you sacrifice yourself
flares once, then dies,
swept away by your obsession.
all hope must end.

your passion throbs no more.
how could you tear us asunder?
our dark thoughts surround us, crying,
sanctuary.

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[22 Jul 2004|12:42am]

skinnyishot
Everyone give me seven reasons why you love me.
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Question of the week! [15 Jul 2004|07:56pm]

jbizzat
[ mood | curious ]

Alright guys here it is,
Describe your first time.

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[15 Jul 2004|01:27am]

caspia
[ mood | depressed ]

*insert very mysterious entry No one understands*



I hope you know how i feel (I know you don't... but still?)

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[14 Jul 2004|05:08pm]

jbizzat
[ mood | accomplished ]

Hey! Soryy i haven't written in acouple days guys but, damn I'm been havin so much fun. Time to go through the weekends super funfilled events! This definatly was a CRAZY one.

So on friday i had work till like 5 (BOOORNNING!!!) and then got out and dialed up Tara and was like "SO, whats going on tonight?" She was like O god i dono what are we gonna do, where were freaking out about it for an hour until I got a call on teh other line. I flashed over and it was Daron! He invited Tara and I to a huge party at a Piermont Apartment! Cristie, Michael, Dan, Liz, Karen, Ashley Brown, Ashley Stevens, George, Derrick, Matt, Steve, Cris, Rich, Tracy, Amanda, Sal, Jessica, Desiree, Tabitha, James, Noah, Courtney, Bryn, Sean, Billy, Bridgett, Maria, Samantha, The twins (Bobby and Barbie) were there! Plus a some people I did know but I met them at the end of the night! My new BEST FRIENDS are Sabastian,(such a cool name) Harry, Martha, (Michael's new girl friend) Jen, Zachary, Sharon, and another Steve, except he insist's on being called Stephan.

Anyway I got really drunk and high and don't remeber most of the night until like 3 when I woke up to Sharon puking really loudly into the toliet. Ew!!

On Saterday I had work again. Marco, one of the kitchen staff asked for my number, which i egerly GAVE! ahh!

Saterday night me and the girls, Cristie, Liz, Karen, Ashley Brown, Ashley Stevens, Tracy, Amanda, Courtney, Bridgett, Maria, Samantha, Barbie, Martha, Desiree, Tabitha, Sharon, and Jen went to see the new movie with Ashton Kursher. He is so hot and funny.
Then we had a sleepover and got really drunk together. The boys came over and I wound up hooking up with Cristie, Liz, Karen, Ashley Brown, Ashley Stevens, Tracy, Amanda, Courtney, Bridgett, Maria, Samantha, Barbie, Martha, Desiree, Tabitha, Sharon, and Jen! AHH!!!

On Sunday I went to church of course and praised the lord for a great weekend, and then I went to the mall and bought a new outfit, matching flip flops, and some lip gloss.

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Posting Pictures of myself [13 Jul 2004|10:33pm]

caspia
[ mood | discontent ]

I have low self esteem and thus I need constant reassurement I haven't gotten uglier so I'm going to post pictures of myself every other entry. I know this is the equivelant of fishing for compliments presented differently, but i don't care.


Low self esteem > my sense of social tact.

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